Hardcore venting and ranting

I hate this place. I hate when people are late and make it feel like it’s my fucking fault when I booked you a full schedule and you couldn’t be bothered to get your ass in here on time. I had to be here 10 min early for what? Your “manager” was 15 min late and I warmed the steps with my ass waiting for her to get here. I’ve been here over an hour and still haven’t purchased resumes for me to call on your behalf. When I tell you an area is fucking dead it is FUCKING DEAD WHY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND? Is English your first language?! We have bought these same resumes 9 times!!! I find it hard to believe that there are 10 million people in Atlanta alone. Hold that thought. I just looked it up. There are around 500,000 people there, but for your purposes lets go with 10 million. What percent is children? Elderly people? People already employed and couldn’t care less about your lil insurance job? The latter is probably the majority. Then you tell me to double book. Yeah that’d be great if I could actually get people to answer the phone or call back! You tell me to be selective and a lil harsher. Oh really now? Because being nice isn’t working for me apparently with them 19 appts I’m getting you on a daily basis. How can I make it out to be a great opportunity (which it isn’t but I’m gonna play devils advocate) when I have to be so vague? Right, like Milton Millionaire is gonna walk away from his 150K per year job to work for a psycho who throws shit and curses at his employees. Trying to cut up with me and be cool with me and then screaming at me in the next breath is not how I roll. I don’t have to like you but I respect you for $350 every 2 weeks. It could be $400 if you’d pay me under the table like the other one gets paid but hey, whatever. Who needs an extra $100 every month? I just ugh. I wouldn’t be seeking other employment if you would just GET IT TOGETHER!!!!









I donโ€™t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.

"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didnโ€™t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. Iโ€™m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.ย 

In case someone needs to see this

Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light

STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!

I need this

Iโ€™ve used some of these and they really do help! Reblogging forever simply because this could help save someone

Pretty much. ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ”๐ŸŸ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿค๐Ÿณ๐Ÿž๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿจ๐Ÿง๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿช๐Ÿซ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฏ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐ŸŠ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿˆ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ…๐ŸŒฝ

Pretty much. ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ”๐ŸŸ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿค๐Ÿณ๐Ÿž๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿจ๐Ÿง๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿช๐Ÿซ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฏ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐ŸŠ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿˆ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ…๐ŸŒฝ